Sunday, May 4, 2014

“FOREIGN LAND”

It seems that the sourness of the season
Will fade out some day,
And the curtains will swing
Little apart to let the light come inside.
Tired sunlight will rest on my bed
Like a tired housewife
And the sky won’t look like
A big piece of tarpaulin.
Doubt on wind
Will vanish
And the water will retain its taste.
The box of medicines will be locked
And appetite will forget digestive pills.
All these change will happen
Like forgotten faces who come in mind
In troublesome phase.
It’s so pleasant to think
That memories will be covered
With the dust of happiness.
Sleep will start adoring
Full up to chest.
And recurring nightmares will sleep deep
Never to appear again.
What else is needed?
When there will greeneries in my backyard
Long up to my knee
And some day
I will start liking my exile

To this foreign land.

“WHO IS SHE?”

Who is she?
Always leaving…
Trembling wrinkles of fingers
On my image.
Who digs some rows…
On dusty barren
And sows the seeds of wishes.
Inside and deep!

Who is she?
Always growing…
Throbs on the wall,
Any my tired image
Starts Throbbing.
What complaint?
She tells to the
Rectangular panchayat of soil
Sitting behind the frame.

Who is she?
Always splashing my thoughts,
Whom, neither I could burn

Nor I could offer to river.

“DEFEAT”

No one could take away
My right to Love
And the strength
Originated from that
                         ……. Love!
God reflected his beauty
From her body
From her presence,
Constrained with
                           …….boundaries!
I could see his defeat who was
Standing like a guilty
Near the fence,
And head down….
                             …….Limitation!
Where my soul hovers
With the Love that always wins,
Which I created.
And with the body that always loses,

                        ……..Which he created!

“DISCOURSE”

Your eyes are beautiful!
I said…
It’s illusion of your eyes!
She said…
Your hairs are cloudy black!
I said…
There is darkness in your mind!
She Said…
You are the center of my imagination!
I said…
I am out of periphery!
She said…
You are the factorization of my emotional being!
I said…
You have forgotten mathematics!
She said…
I am in Love with you!
 I said…
Then I will say it importunateness!
She said…
Don’t you Love me!
I almost clamored and eyes were wet.

And for my Love she became dumb forever. 

“ASSURANCE”

Why to repose that bird
Settling in her nest,
Made inside the airy ventilator.
The sky itself is so uncertain perhaps!

Water! Earth! Fire! Wind and Space!
We made them god.
When some believes got broken and shattered,
While our meadows and paddy-land got washed away.
Fire torched the green woods
And mountains got abraded by mighty winds.

There was no God ever!
And even if he was
Has no plenty of time
To make us write prayers
And religious books.
Still we have
Piles of religious books
Stumbling upon one another
And Gods related to them in our fear.

A poet needs assurance
And we all
And the bird as well.
That single blade of yellow grass
Also wants some assurance
Which has fallen into my pen-stand
From its trembling beak.

This entire world has same grievance
That why to be reliant on that blade of grass
Which swims few meters out of reach
While we are drowning.
But still the world
Needs some assurance.

Love wants assurance,
Hatred wants assurance,
The light needs assurance
That it must be dark
Before it crawls.
Death wants assurance
That life should not return to the corpse.

Even my pen-stand wants an assurance
That there should be only pens in it
And no blades of dried, yellow grass.
Give me an assurance,
I ask to my poem.
Give me the assurance of beautiful words
It says with a smile.
             

             *******

“If My Heart Is A Radio”

If my heart is a radio 
I’ll catch you every morning, through the wave. 
Pulling up my mind to the raindrops 
I’ll sing you as a song through the wave. 
Its new time of taking up the tuning my heart 
It’s a new dimension of the purest trust. 
That my heart is radio and you are a song!

If my heart is a radio 
I’ll catch you every morning through the wave. 
The Sun and the Moon will pass through the globe 
and I will walk in the woods away from noise, 
The joy of talking with the dense forest 
I‘ll be living through a tranquil poise. 

If my heart is a radio 
I’ll catch you every morning through the wave, 
Pulling up my mind to the world of stars 
I’ll sing you as a song through the wave. 
Its new time of taking up the tuning my heart 
It’s a new dimension of the purest trust, 
That my heart is radio and you are a song!


             ******* 

“HUG FOR SALE”

Who, belongs to me 
I swear that shadow 
I’ve kept my hug 
for a humble sale. 

I’ve kept my hug 
for a humble sale. 
Agony! Pain! Mistrust! Disdain!
Fear in eyes, tears insane 
Lonely! Cloudy! With echoes, refrain. 
They come to me 
wet and heavy, 
tall but bowed in trembling pain! 
I’ve kept my hug 
for a humble sale.

Choir of halo 
away from moon, 
crisp and cold 
like a prune 
drug in veins 
though flowing fast 
made them going a dancing doom, 
They come to me 
dark and down, 
moaning as if fuming gel! 
I’ve kept my hug 
for a humble sale 

Who, belongs to me 
I swear that shadow 
I’ve kept my hug 
for a humble sale.

              *******